one thing i learned in the ship is to know more about our unchanging God!

even though everything changes, He will NEVER change! He is always faithful and will never forsake you !

here onboard the ship... change over happen every half years...

it is very hard to be persistence in all man-aspect... I'm always so amazed by God's work as the ship is still working as 'usual' till this day!

since then, i realised that's y the Bible always says our hope should be in Christ ALONE!

NOT and NEVER on man... since it is always not reliable !!!we will just end up being stupid if we did that :P

moving onwards in my 2nd year onboard... hope that i can do better on this aspect! :)

not being stupid again to just focus on man-level... but always fix my eyes on GOD!!!

gogogo!!!

arm arm 同朋友仔講完電話…

仲講緊佢地寄gei 野應該聖誕先收到…

收線之後，食飯… (day day有”飯”食，which is good，but then 我食”是油”gei份量係超過我成世人食"是油"加埋gei份量 -.- haha)

無無聊聊去D4逛jor一陣…

見到Singapore gei弟兄，打個招呼…

Then 佢話我知我有個package wor… (心諗冇理由gei，之前星期一load container gei 時候先check 過… )

佢話原本係被遺留在角落，所以可能我就無睇到！！！

即刻…係即刻，上去check多次la…

YEAH!!!!!

終於終於收到la！！！

好大一箱

有”長途跋涉”gei痕跡…

一打開… 中文報紙yaaaaa~~~ J正 =..= 雖然唔係d咩”新聞”…都望jor兩眼:P

一路拆﹑一路拆…

一份一份gei禮物… (雖然有d係唔知點用)

一張一張gei小咭…(雖然已經”巢”jor)

一句又一句gei鼓勵… (雖然有d甩jor唔知係邊份禮物)

一件又一件gei布甸狗…(雖然有d我已經有)

胡太gei花旗參糖… (雖然好苦)

Hazel姐gei小咭分享...(雖然都係”巢”晒)

見到敬拜小組﹑康年團gei相… (雖然都係"巢"gei)

芷詠手製gei星星… (雖然超老土)

嬋姨煲gei老火湯… (雖然個煲已經爛jor)

但真係十分感動…

已經忍唔住… 眼淚大大粒滴出黎…

仲有超感恩見到 Ann姐gei金句咭同文燕gei 紫色筆…

真係神gei供應… 已經差唔多用晒la… 又冇得買wor… 就收到了！！！

最後… 仲有ar峰特製gei board game…HAHAHAHA

(我對住個盒野真係笑jor好耐… 說明書真係超長…HAHAHAHA)

U guys are sooooo sweet J

Actually every time I receive stuff from u guys I always feel so loved

Every time I really treasure it so much!!

I know is almost time for the 40 anniversary of 華潮…

Recently I just read again my old entries in xanga…

Found this one:

Monday, 21 November 2005

Just finish the 35th anniversary of our church!!!!

wt a joyful weekend ....(also very busy week la.......)

i have been in this church for around 5 year or more already!!!

Very thanks GOD that i can grow with my brothers and sisters here

they give me lots of courage, lots of supports and giving me the most precious friendship in my life

although sometime we are all busy to keep in touch with each others, or maybe we got different pts of view in life....

but i can sure to say that till the day i die...

I LOVE U my best sisters

within these years, we all grow up.......

hope that for the future....we can built up our church together

ya, is 5 years after now…

but things that I want to say is just more or less the same!

Only different is I’m getting older,

getting more “best” brothers and sisters who grow up together with me,

getting more experience in life… both difficulties and happiness…

but still, I feel so home here in my church

still, at the end I want to say:

“hope that for the future… we can built up our church together!!”

Wtever u are experiencing…

For my frds those who are struggling with ur faith in God

I’ll say trusting = a process of knowing God

He, is always there with u… even though u cant see, u cant feel…

Lets us learn how to TURST just becoz HE IS THERE :)

WAIT

Desperately, helplessly, longingly, I cried:

Quietly, patiently, lovingly God replied.

I plead and I wept for a clue to my fate,

And the Master so gently said,

“Child, you must wait.”

“Wait? You say, wait!” my indignant reply.

“Lord, I need answers, I need to know why!

Is Your hand shortened? Or have You not heart?

By faith, I have asked, and am claiming Your Word.”

My future and all to which I can relate

Hangs in the balance, and YOU tell me to WAIT?

I’m needing a “Yes”, go-ahead sign,

Or even a “No” to which I can resign.

And Lord, You promised that if we believe

We need but to ask, and we shall receive.

And Lord, I’ve been asking, and this is my cry:

“I’m weary of asking! I need a reply!”

Then quietly, softly, I learned of my fate

As my Master replied once again, “You must wait”

So, I slumped in my chair, defeated and taught

And grumbled to God, “So, I’m waiting… for what?”

He seemed, then, to kneel

And His eyes wept with mine,

And He tenderly said, “I could give you a sign.

I could shake the heavens, and darken the sun.

I could raise the dead, and cause mountains to run.

All you seek, I could give, and pleased you would be.

You would have what you want~

But, you wouldn’t know Me.

You’d not know the depth of My love for each saint;

You’d not know the power I give to the faint;

You’d not learn to see through the clouds of despair;

You’d not learn to trust just by knowing I’m there;

You’d not know the joy of resting in Me;

When darkness and silence were all you could see,

You’d never experience that fullness of love

As the peace of My Spirit descends like a dove;

You’d know that I give and I save, for a start,

But you’d not know the depth of the beat of My heart.

The glow of My comfort late into the night,

The faith that I give when you walk without sight,

The depth that’s beyond getting just what you asked

Of an infinite God, who makes what you have last.

You’d never know, should your pain quickly flee,

What it means that, “My grave is sufficient for thee.”

Yes, your dreams for your loved one

Overnight would come true,

But, Oh, the Loss! If I lost what I’m doing in you!

So, be silent, My child, and in time you will see

That the greatest of gifts is to get to know Me.

And though of’ may My answers seems terribly late,

My most precious answer of all is still, “Wait.”